Lyrics Spam of the day
Comme si à chaque seconde
Je succombais à tort
Comme si rien d'autre au monde
Me paraissait si fort
As if every second
I succumbed to wrong
As if nothing else in the world
Seemed so strong

Honestly, now that I have started a blog…

I realized that there’s not much to say. Debate anyone?

A few foods for thought. (I’m not making sense… not trying to in anycase…)

1) What does it really mean to be good?

2) Can love exist without hate?

3) What is gratitude all about?

4) A God that is now here? Or no where? (><>

To the first question.

Does being good means that I have to be perfect? A perfect doll? Perfectly obedient? On the right side of law? Perfectly docile? Kind, sympathetic, polite, going with the flow?

Because if so, I think I’m everything a good girl is not. ><

Yeah. I AM on the right side of law. But.

I’m not docile. I bite. Not very often, but yeah, I do.

I’m not kind. I just do things back to people, what they have done to me… yeah… So.

Bite me. I bite back.

Gimme a smile, I’ll smile back.

Be nice to me. I’ll do my best not to bite you.

~rolls eyes~

That’s the way I am…

To the second question.

Someone sent me an email recently…(Ya know, those chain emails we love spamming one another with…) And it was something about evil being the absence of good.

Is hate the absence of love? I don’t know for a surety, but one thing I can say.

Both run equally strong. (Dualism, the presence of positivity and negativity blah blah blah…)

Who am I to act all sagey and stuff like that? ~rolls eyes~ Whatever…

Now, on to one of my favourite topics to debate about!

I suppose we’re all drilled to have this into our head. ><

Be grateful to your parents.

Be grateful to the person who teaches you the difference between right and wrong.

Be grateful to your teacher.

Be grateful to God.

Be grateful to the toilet cleaner that cleans the toilet so you have somewhere clean to do your business in.

And so on and so for.

BUT!

There’s a law that says a stone must fall to the earth.

Will the stone be grateful to the earth for catching it when it fell?

Or.

Will the earth be grateful to the stone for falling?

For me, I think that gratitude is due only to someone who goes out on one’s way to help you. For example, that nice person that holds the door for you. Or that nice person that picks up whatever you dropped for you.

Saying a word of “thanks” gets you a smile and 5 seconds of happiness in your life.

They say courtesy is dead around here. I beg to differ.

Ok… So sometimes I trip down the stairs and the rest of the school girls just walk past me, some even stepping on the stuff I drop. It’s not nice, and I am upset about it… (Who am I kidding? I trip over the stairs all the time…) But, it’s the rare moments where someone picks up your stuff, gives you a helping hand, even though he or she is a perfect stranger that makes life seem much brighter.

So yeah. Gratitude is about that. Some of us tend to be more expressive about our gratitude, some aren’t. (I held the lift door open so many times and what do I get?! Blank stares… Sure… very polite…)

And the last question!!

Actually, I only put the question there out of plain boredom..

I was thinking and pondering on the existence of God. Sometimes I doubt my faith and wonder if he truly exists.

If so, why is he turn a blind eye to the poverty-stricken, the downtrodden, the sufferers, the miserables, the corruption going on, the rigged lots, the poor old lady who can’t find her lost cat and is now in hysterics?!

It isn’t fair!!

Yeah, they’ll get something befitting them in heaven. That’s what everyone always say.


But heaven’s a long way when you’re dying of starvation.

So then it’s up to us to make a difference!

Maybe, just maybe, one of us might be the one to make a world a better place.

I’ll start looking for the old lady’s cat right after I post this.

Perpetua, Needs to BREATHE J-rock and Visual Kei and Punk, Has her heart dedicated to Miyavi, Gackt, Cinema Bizarre, Uruha, Bill Kaulitz, lives life amplified based in Singapore, Can camp in Japan, Can't live without her friends and family, Needs to sleep with her beloved hello kitty and Pierrot who's her other half, Likes Black and being chinese (proud of it, damn you racists.) Supports Neo Visualism, Dreams about Dreamer(she calls him that), Hearts roleplaying, Wants to explore the world and turn back time, Belongs to Midnight Mirage

[FAV MUSIC]
Oh god,if she named all of them, it'll be longer than her blog. So.. Here are the bands/musicians that she can't ever think of deleting from her playlist.
1. 30 Seconds To Mars
2. Angelo
3. Cinema Bizarre
4. Dué le quartz
5. Evanescence
6. Gackt
7. (The)GazettE
8. Girugämesh
9. Manterou Opera
10. Nightwish
11. Pierrot
12. Tokio Hotel
13. Within Temptation
14. 雅-miyavi-

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