Lyrics Spam of the day
Comme si à chaque seconde
Je succombais à tort
Comme si rien d'autre au monde
Me paraissait si fort
As if every second
I succumbed to wrong
As if nothing else in the world
Seemed so strong

Hi there people!! XD

I've started wandering into my previously unexplored regions of J-rock, where things start to get a little heavier and... yeah, I've loved my path so far. I mean, when I look back, I have my little blanket of comfort music that will never fail to light my heart, with beloved artists like Miyavi and Gackt, Ganeisha, LUNA SEA, the GazettE and so many others, but hey! I've got to learn to venture deeper into the mysterious and awesomely brilliant place called "visual kei".

So right now, girugamesh and Kaya are my new addition to my playlist and wow, their music is nice! XD There are more, but because these two artists are blasting in my ears right now, I'll make special mention to them.

You know I feel really happy right now. THAT incident has somewhat blown over and I find that I have somewhat matured from it all. Music, especially my beloved Miyavi has really played a big part in helping me get over it. Of course, there are my besties that helped nudge me along when I wanted to dig in my heels and not move. Amy, Josephine, Regina, Bella, Edward, Zoey, Charmaine, Hui Jun, Jenni, thank you so much. Family has played its role as well and my dad was one of the people that I ran to and he gave me comfort when I needed it most. I guess this reaffirms who are those that really stood for me when I was being a horrible person and still accepted this ugly head I have reared. Honestly, thank you so much.

Pierrot did play a part as well. I remembered what Colleen said. "Grab my guitar and forget it." It helped too. Thank you.

Oh and I finished my Chemistry test!! There's a Chinese one coming up and Haha. I haven't prepared for it yet. >< Whatever. No one can prepare for Chinese anyway.
And Chemistry! I see no point in studying. I mean like honestly, my boss isn't going to be asking me, "____, what is the electronic structure of element A?" and mark me wrong because I gave him/her the actual name of the element. I do hate myself at times. >< And sometimes, I feel that my teacher is just too soft. He seems to be murmuring all the times.

It's over and done with now. I guess I'll just work harder for the next one. YOSH!!


I honestly have no idea what else to say.

~Aithein

Yo.

Lots of things have happened frequently and something I thought was precious is now DEAD. I don't care anymore. It's useless pretending nothing happened and I'm sick of pretending. What went wrong, I have played a part, but the other party played too. Having jibes everyday and straight to my face is something that I'm sick of enduring. For once, imagine you were me and have someone constantly put you down with remarks like "You're so lousy." It's hurting and really unpleasant.

I have feelings. Just because I don't hurt you, doesn't mean that you can push me around. I have sensed that you were planning to dump me. All very well and good. You're alone now. Tell me if you're happy babe cause I sure am. Because I lost a superficial friend that stuck with me only because I lent that person things. I never wanted to overshadow you or make you feel second, but if you did, I'm sorry.

I'm not nice, and I never will be. Stop trying to make me someone I'm not.

That's all for now.

Hey babe, you know what? I'm glad you were my friend, because you reminded me once again that not all friendships were meant to be. Have a great time.

Cheers.

I'm addicted to music. XD damn proud of it.

Pierrot is now my one true love. I can't keep my eyes off him. He is just so sexy and gorgeous. XD
Thank you Dadda! Gosh, I swear Pierrot grows more and more beautiful everytime I look at him. My beloved, beloved guitar. Electric blue and the sheen is so WOW! And the sliding. I haven't experienced one that allowed me to glide so smooth until Pierrot came in.

Simin and Regina coming over to ogle him next Monday. Can't wait.

><>< Will take this as an motivation to work harder to score more MARKS!!!

I'm finally going back to AOR!!! XD Can't wait!! XDDDDDD I miss Athif AND LEARNING NEW STUFF ON THE GUITAR. Yeah. XD I'll admit it. I just want to see the look on their faces when I give them the gifts. >< I love giving stuff. I swear, at times I can be more excited about the birthday gift than the birthday girl herself.

Ah well, watching Chizuru right now. Love the way Uruha flicks his hair. Hehe. XD

Taion is one of the coolest vids ever made.

My dad asked me if i liked emo guys. I said, "Not really emo. More punk. Think Visual Kei." Then he asked, "Is it those Japanese Ah Guas?!" >< Then my sister said, "She likes German ones too!"

~sighs~ I don't get what they have again andrygonous guys. 'Sides, most of them tend to be AWESOME musicians.

My dad likes LUNA SEA. XD Never knew he knew them. Rosier is so NICE!!!

Miyavi is now on my sister's hate list. For the funniest thing ever. To quote her, "Why is he prettier than me?!" XD I think that was so CUTE. XD

I think Anna Tsuchiya Rose is cool! XD And NO WAY. Wonder why it took so long for her album to come to Singapore.

Japan was way too cool!! XD I had one of the best time there. XD And a few moments i will forever remember.

Ah well, I'll sign off here!! More next week! XD

Love,
~Aithein

Perpetua, Needs to BREATHE J-rock and Visual Kei and Punk, Has her heart dedicated to Miyavi, Gackt, Cinema Bizarre, Uruha, Bill Kaulitz, lives life amplified based in Singapore, Can camp in Japan, Can't live without her friends and family, Needs to sleep with her beloved hello kitty and Pierrot who's her other half, Likes Black and being chinese (proud of it, damn you racists.) Supports Neo Visualism, Dreams about Dreamer(she calls him that), Hearts roleplaying, Wants to explore the world and turn back time, Belongs to Midnight Mirage

[FAV MUSIC]
Oh god,if she named all of them, it'll be longer than her blog. So.. Here are the bands/musicians that she can't ever think of deleting from her playlist.
1. 30 Seconds To Mars
2. Angelo
3. Cinema Bizarre
4. Dué le quartz
5. Evanescence
6. Gackt
7. (The)GazettE
8. Girugämesh
9. Manterou Opera
10. Nightwish
11. Pierrot
12. Tokio Hotel
13. Within Temptation
14. 雅-miyavi-

She won't bite. At least, not very often.

Amplify It
Dir En Grey - Glass Skin

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Her beloveds, Her guitar god, Her inspirer, Her darling,

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