Lyrics Spam of the day
Comme si à chaque seconde
Je succombais à tort
Comme si rien d'autre au monde
Me paraissait si fort
As if every second
I succumbed to wrong
As if nothing else in the world
Seemed so strong

There's been a lot of misunderstanding going on, and the people involved are beginning to point fingers at one another. WHATEVER. I'm tired of trying to be the one to fix the mess you leave behind. You both wanna wring each others throats out, fine with me. Just do it somewhere where I CAN'T see you. I'm tired of you and i hate this hot and cold treatment. I hate being the last to know. I hate being the one left out. You go out behind my back, go out without me, it's all very fine and good, i can't stop your social life, but what i hate the most is that you say you're going out/meeting me and in the end, until the very last minute when I sms you about where you are, you start to give excuses. I'm not, a doll you sick person. I'm not something you play with and stick to when you're happy and dump the moment you're not. I hate being this hopeless person that waits like some idiot for you to call me. You can't expect to keep on waiting for your calls.

I hate you. period. I hate this side of you. I love you both so much that you can break my heart with every breath you take. But I hate you for always making me so weak. for pushing me down by simply being who you are. I hate you for making me feel like I'm never there.

Most of all, I hate myself for hanging on to your every word like it's the very oxygen I take.

One day, I'll regret posting this. but I'm so angry i can barely think.

If you're reading this now, I hope you know who you are.

Oxygen can, as my beloved Josephine tells me and reconfirmed by my beloved Bella, kill.

Shut up.

Perpetua, Needs to BREATHE J-rock and Visual Kei and Punk, Has her heart dedicated to Miyavi, Gackt, Cinema Bizarre, Uruha, Bill Kaulitz, lives life amplified based in Singapore, Can camp in Japan, Can't live without her friends and family, Needs to sleep with her beloved hello kitty and Pierrot who's her other half, Likes Black and being chinese (proud of it, damn you racists.) Supports Neo Visualism, Dreams about Dreamer(she calls him that), Hearts roleplaying, Wants to explore the world and turn back time, Belongs to Midnight Mirage

[FAV MUSIC]
Oh god,if she named all of them, it'll be longer than her blog. So.. Here are the bands/musicians that she can't ever think of deleting from her playlist.
1. 30 Seconds To Mars
2. Angelo
3. Cinema Bizarre
4. Dué le quartz
5. Evanescence
6. Gackt
7. (The)GazettE
8. Girugämesh
9. Manterou Opera
10. Nightwish
11. Pierrot
12. Tokio Hotel
13. Within Temptation
14. 雅-miyavi-

She won't bite. At least, not very often.

Amplify It
Dir En Grey - Glass Skin

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